Please stick to the rivers & the lakes that Yemaya pulses through... Or something like that. When I feel I'm having another Deja Vu/Groundhog Day episode... When my life lens gets blurry with the wind and water of my own inner storm/turmoil... When I feel as if I'm reliving another pattern in my life... All I choose to do nowadays is thank God for another chance for healing and another chance to pass this life lesson I must learn AND apply. Gratitude is my eye in the Storm. In inner emotional hurricane.
Life lesson (north node in Taurus): Let it Go and Let it Flow in due season. Flow, don't force. Then you become a natural force. Like Yemaya's waterfalls. To create and produce through all my OWN scars and shadows.
For those of us creative types who experience anxiety, I would like to think it's not a label or a be all end all. It is a glitch in creative frequency in a sense. I can write for myself as active meditation and say when I feel overwhelmed with anxiety, writing and sharing transparently is my Balm in Gilead. I was wired like this on purpose FOR purpose.
Writing is my active prayer and supplication. My song and my psalm. When I am called to be anxious for NOTHING. And make my requests known...
Reminder to self: Healing/Maturity is NOT linear and you are NOT a failure for your regressions after the progressions.
"Rest if you must, but DON'T you quit." "When you slip, recommit.." "That's a real one in your reflection... Without a follow, without a mention... You really pipin' up on these nickels You gotta be [anxious] for what to these nickels?"
Life is a wave. A frequency full of crests and troughs. Highs and lows. Ride it with an occasional smile on your face or an occasional tear in your eye. Ride til you can't no mo.🎶 @ Tegenungan Waterfall